Of course, having limited mobility
has its drawbacks. Just as with any electronics, for example, you can never be
sure when an electric wheelchair might stop working. Once, I had to go a month without my electric
wheelchair. I had to use my manual
wheelchair and ask people to push me. I hate asking for help from others and I
hate having to rely on them.
In another instance, my
facilitator and I went for a walk down by the river, and on the way up the
hill, my wheelchair died. She phoned the
office and asked people to come help. Three
people arrived to help her push the chair up the hill. An electric wheelchair is extremely heavy and tough
to push on a flat surface, so you can just imagine how difficult it is to push
up a hill. We got there eventually but
it was embarrassing to need that many people to push it. It was very
frustrating for everyone but at the end we all laughed about it because it was
so ridiculous. Sometimes my wheelchair
malfunctions too and refuses to move, leaving me stuck.
In fact, everybody has a
disability and we all need help sometime. I get that, but for me, I want to
show my family and friends and people out there that I am independent. I hate
asking for help. I hate to rely on my family, since my parents have to help me
a little more than my sisters.
It was hard to watch my sisters
grow up because I couldn't do the same activities with the same amount of ease. I was sad and it hurt when they would go out
with their friends and I had to stay home because I wasn’t as mobile. When they got their cars, I wanted that level
of freedom too and felt like I was stuck at home in a chair.
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